assorted thoughts from my notes app (pt. 6)

  1. Notes from cotton candy tasting/choices for the wedding reception (https://www.spinningwylde.com/)
    • Final Picks:
      • French Toast
      • Grape Sour
      • Sweet Corn with Salt
      • Peach mango
      • Pineapple Habanero
      • Strawberry Shortcake
      • Sparkling Pear
    • Honorable Mentions:
      • Blackberry Basil
      • Lemon Drop
      • Jasmine
      • Honey Rose
  2. “Time Blocks: Grading geo, knitting, gaming, cooking, dogs, chores/cleaning, stretching, planning the week” *
  3. “1234” *
  4. Predictions/notes for the show The Mole (season 5)
  5. “Lists
    • Wedding
    • Structure
    • Data tracking docs
    • Structure of student materials”*
  6. “Another List of Lists:
    • Reflections on 2022
    • Goals for 2023
    • Projects
    • Plan for” *
  7. “Assorted thoughts from my notes app:” (*, Created 10-22-2022)
  8. “Morning Reminders:
    • Wear tattoo friendly clothes
    • Bring car snack
    • Bring knitting
    • Bring Bike!!!”
  9. “Directions: Infographic
    • It should be informative
    • It should should be graphics
    • Information you MUST include: Radians” *
  10. “24.7.365 24x7x365 24*7*365 24-7-365 24/7/365”
  11. Visual proofs of a trapezoid theorem: www.geogebra.org/m/N5jzuvfj and www.geogebra.org/m/AVpGt5HC
  12. “Defining the problem precisely” *
  13. “I have 7 evenings and 2 mornings and 2 afternoons
    • 11 slots of time
    • to fit
    • Firends
    • Movement
    • Art
    • Date night
    • Relaxation
    • Habbies
    • Home projects
    • Adventures”*
  14. “How do I do less so I can do more in each of the less. I just want more time and more energy”
  15. “I need a system for organizing the systems”

*This is the entire contents of the note

some books i read the last year

Bolded are my recommendations.

Italics are things I re-read this year.

  1. Obie is Man Enough (Schuyler Bailer)
  2. A Thousand Splendid Suns (Khaled Hosseini)
  3. The Raven Tower (Ann Leckie)
  4. Stay Gold (Toby McSmith)
  5. The Left Hand of Darkness (Ursula K. Le Guin)
  6. Airman (Eoin Colfer)
  7. The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo (Taylor Jenkins Reid)
  8. A Wrinkle in Time (Madeleine L’Engle)
  9. A Wind in the Door (Madeleine L’Engle)
  10. The House on the Cerulean Sea (TJ Klune)
  11. Little Fires Everywhere (Celeste Ng)
  12. The Stars and the Blackness Between Them (Junauda Petrus)
  13. Sissy: A Coming of Gender Story (Jacob Tobia)
  14. The Mysterious Benedict Society (Trenton Lee Stewart)
  15. A Beautifully Foolish Endeavor (Hank Green)
  16. The Anthropocene Reviewed (John Green)
  17. One of Us in Next (Karen M. McManus)
  18. Honey Girl (Morgan Rogers)
  19. Two Can Keep a Secret (Karen M. McManus)
  20. One of Us is Lying (Karen M. McManus)
  21. Turtles all the Way Down (John Green)
  22. An Absolutely Remarkable Thing (Hank Green)
  23. Cat’s Eye (Margaret Atwood)
  24. The Thief Lord (Cornelia Funke)
  25. Peter and the Starcatcher (Rick Elise)
  26. The Robber Bride (Margaret Atwood)
  27. Hagseed (Margaret Atwood)
  28. The Body is Not an Apology (Sonia Renee Taylor)
  29. Dragon Rider (Cornelia Funke)
  30. Here, There Be Dragons (James A. Owen)

beginning my masters in teaching

  • Things I am thinking about
    • Healing math trauma
    • Habits of mind
    • Math anxiety
    • Creativity and joy in math
    • Community
    • Curiosity
    • Access
    • Honors/standard/fundamentals (the levels of math offered at my school… we are trying to reimagine this)
    • Portfolios
      • Assessment
    • Communication
    • Identity
      • Disability
      • Gender
    • Art
      • Geometry of clothing/fashion
      • crocheting/knitting
      • Clay
      • 3D printing
    • Technology 
    • Journaling/Reflections
    • Productive struggle
    • Math literacy
    • Games 
  • Questions
    • Why do we teach proof in geometry to ensure all students have access to and understanding of proof?
    • How can we foster an environment of collaboration and curiosity in mathematics?
    • How can we use proofs to teach students literacy skills in mathematics?
    • How can we use proofs to help teach students how to productively struggle?
    • What does a healthy mathematics community look like and how can we use community to heal math trauma and foster resilience in problem solving?
    • How do we decenter white male mathematicians in teaching geometry?
    • How can we use portfolios in mathematics to assess student growth and help students to see their own growth? 
    • How can we disrupt students’ internal narratives of fixed mathematics ability?
    • How can geometry be used to help students rediscover the power of play and creativity in problem solving?
    • How can teaching proofs be used to improve mathematical communication between students?
    • How can we use technology tools in teaching geometry and proof?
    • How can we incorporate art in teaching geometry? (Needs to be more focused) 
    • How can we use journals in mathematics to help students understand themselves as mathematicians, and their mathematical process?
    • How can mathematics be used to help students explore and understand identity and their place in the world?
    • How can we use games to foster creativity and collaboration in mathematics?
    • How can we reimagine the divide of students between varying levels of math courses?
  • Possible project ideas
    • Workbook of selected proofs/puzzles that build on each other
    • Outline/Example of a portfolio based assessment system
    • Website/blog: Community Mathematics —> daily/weekly puzzles
      • Series of collaborative puzzles?
    • Unit/Lesson Plans
    • Something else??????
    • Design a project for students to do

Chosen Research Question (As it stands right now): What does a healthy mathematics community look like and how can we use community to heal math trauma and foster resilience and curiosity?

wrapping up year 1 of teaching

  • things that have been on my mind lately
    • i want to crochet something for students in some way but it either needs to be a very small (like 5 minutes each) type thing, or i don’t give one to everyone. perhaps only my advisees.
    • how to send off the seniors? I don’t teach any, but i know a handful from clubs and the play and such, and i would like to celebrate them
    • this department is really shifting. there is so much possibility here.
    • how are there so few weeks left. one month from now i will be done with my first full year. beginning to end with the same students.
    • grades are meant to be simple, transparent communications but also convey so much information and i dont know how to do that accurately/meaningfully (yet?)
    • there are so many things i wish i could do to wrap things up and reflect and preplan for next year because im already excited to try this dice project again. its going pretty well but there are a lot of things i would do differently the second time around and i am excited to try again!
    • a middle school art teacher in florida was fired for allowing discussion of sexuality and identity in class. i am tired. i am sad. i am anxious.
      • every week it feels like my humanity is questioned anew.

assorted thoughts from my notes app (pt. 5)

  1. predictions watching Netflix show, The Ultimatum
  2. how do you not feel guilty for being happy?
  3. Notes from physical therapy appointment: 3 exercises, 30 reps
    1. Updated note: 5 exercises, 30 reps, add weight? PT said I did good!!!
  4. “i love hearing his laugh downstairs”
  5. headache/migraine log
  6. “i can let these circles overlap”
  7. Brainstorm for my end of year letter to my students. I had a teacher who wrote a 12 page “journal entry” from 30 years in the future where she goes to see all of us spread around the world and what we’re up to. I want to give that to my students too.
  8. “there’s comfort in not being special sometimes”
  9. “fish oil 2/18”
  10. Generative art
  11. in class i give away the answer too quick…im too excited. i gotta let them have that excitement and glorious moment of discovery and clarity
  12. Speed run times for rows of my old crochet project: 5:07, 4:23, 4:53, 4:28
  13. a menu of potential birthday celebration ideas for my ❤
  14. “i don’t often keep promises to myself. i need to rebuild that trust”
  15. “I am not parallel lines”
  16. to think about (make peace with) when there is time (even though there never is):
    1. how to exist in capitalism
    2. creating waste, minimizing waste
  17. Quote from C: “Friends? I like them as a concept. Execution varies.”

Focuses of the week

  1. School/Work
    1. Finalize plan for 3D print project guidelines
      1. begin trial run of it
    2. Area Unit arc + collect puzzles
    3. Brainstorm probability idea
  2. Crochet
    1. Get to yellow section of the sweater I am pattern testing
    2. finish back of sweater
  3. Self Care
    1. journal 1 sentence every day
    2. designate time to care for friendships/relationships
  4. Chores
    1. Plan yard cleanup
    1. New dog training schedule
    2. make appointments
    3. clean carpets
  5. Walking Practice: walking training season* is in full swing, and my dogs and I are working on gaining some confidence in stressful/overly exciting situations (ie. there are any bikes, other dogs, amazon delivery trucks, cars that are too loud or are going too fast, roller skates, squirrels, strollers, all the smells, etc.)
    1. Remember to STRETCH
    2. Try running a bit
    3. Coordinate 5k team for https://www.laughingatmynightmare.com/

Looking forward to:

  • Play games/do puzzles
  • cook yummy food
  • romp around outside with the dogs
  • snuggle
  • watch good tv/listen to good podcasts
  • friends who make me laugh
  • being back with students who make me laugh
  • feeling rested (pls)
  • roller blade season can start soon hopefully
  • doctors appointments to help my joints not hurt

long and short term goals and dreams

But who’s to say which is which

  • Create a math elective
  • Decorate/organize classrooms and office
  • write a play
  • create knit/crochet clothing
  • create a gender retreat or pen pal network or mentoring network or something related to giving the trans youths a place to explore gender
  • write pretty math puzzles
  • make cool escape room puzzles
  • crochet cool things
  • knit cool things/learn to knit
  • Research the crossover of fiber art and math
  • journal/post updates more consistantly
  • write poetry
  • Create art with trash
  • Learn more about 3d printing
  • Write a letter to students thanking them for being my first group I’ve thought for a full year
  • Do a workshop on gender/trans competency for faculty
  • Learn to roller skate more
  • Find a way to get back into dance

assorted thoughts from my notes app (pt. 4)

  1. quote from C: “I like having options even though I hate making decisions”
  2. reading recommendations from a friend: Heartstopper, The Stars and the Blackness Between Them
  3. pretty sure this is a journaling note when I was panicking and trying to calm myself by writing down all the thoughts: “We are all just human. We are all big and little. We are universes contained within universes. Of course this is hard.”
  4. shopping list for yarn
  5. “How much corn” (thats the whole note)
  6. ideas for a review day: “Crocheting Olympics”
  7. quotes from C playing video games:
    1. “That was not very nice”
    2. “aaaauh”
  8. “I won’t let other people use gender against me”

excerpts from: Emails I’ve Sent This Week

Answering emails (particularly work emails) is one of my least favorite parts of my day. I don’t understand the level of formality or conventions. I am always afraid I am going to say something slightly wrong, or have a typo, or reply with the wrong tone. But I’m pretty proud of myself this week.

  1. My reply to asking if I would like to work on a costume in the next few weeks: “Thanks for thinking of me! I am currently stretched a little thin, and so I think I have to say no to this one sadly. But I can’t wait to see the show!”
    1. Wow did I just say no to a thing?
  2. My reply to a student (my first one ever!) asking me to write them a recommendation: “It is submitted! Good luck, and let me know what happens with this. The program looks incredible!”
  3. I asked for help!?
    1. “I was wondering if you have any advice for facing the next few weeks. I am struggling to find a way to best prepare lessons for students in school, knowing that in some of my classes as many as 1/3 of the students are out for the next week or so.”
  4. Checking in with students who were on quarantine: “I just wanted to check in and see if there is anything you need looking towards coming back to school. We have missed you!”
    1. I went back and counted, and I have 21 email conversation from students about covid from this week. Each conversation has 3-15 emails in it.
  5. I shared a puzzle I found and liked (found here): “Here is a cool puzzle thing that I found and am going to use for an opener in Geo.”
    1. These are really fun and students loved them and I am excited to do more things like this.